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Aimlessness
- Tuesday, July 26, 2005
It's been a while since i last posted something cos my blog was still under construction. Now thanks to Jeff(again!) for helping me to revamp my whole blog . Although pink is really not my kind of colour, i think the blog looks great!=) Anyway the past few weeks have been pretty aimless for me, not knowing wat to do and where to go. I engaged myself in things I thought would make me happy, like goin clubbing and shopping. Indeed all those were fun things, but at the end of it comes a realization that at the end of it all, you are still alone, groping in the darkness. I guess I've been worried bout lots of things, my modules for my exchange are still not settled--went back to school like 3 times but always dint manage to accomplish anything, havent bought my laptop, apply for credit card etc etc...hai...
On the 23rd of july was my cousin's wedding.
There was a church ceromony, a lunch reception followed by the wedding dinner at Merchant Court hotel. I love weddings. Its just so blissful to see your loved one getting married to the man who will take care of her all her life. My oldest cousin Mary-ann together with her husband Davin, I believe that they are really meant for each other. Towards the end of the mass, che ann sang a song for Davin and she really moved me to tears. At that point in time, i really wonder if ultimately i'll be able to get married too. I really want to get married, but i really dun see myself getting married. Too much emotional baggage that I'm still not letting go of.
At the wedding dinner too, we sang for the married couple. Its really a sweet song but such a pity that almost everyone but the pple sitting at the VIP tables couldnt even hear what we were singing bout. Take a look at what we wore! 
Taken partly from Adam Sandler's "Growing Old with you" lyrics, the song goes as such...
We wanna make you smile, whenever you're sad
Stay away when you PMS,
All we wanna do, is to keep loving you.
We'll get your medicine when your tummy aches,
Hopefully it's not cos of the brownies we baked,
It would be so nice, growing old with us.
We'll miss you,
Kiss you,
Give you a hug when you're alone,
But Davin, shoes so big,
Came and made you Mrs Chor Han Bing,
He told us his signature joke,
"Why was the mushroom so popular at the party?"
"Because he was a fungi(fun guy)"
Now Davin will do the dishes for you,
Put you to bed and take care of you,
He will be the man who grows old with you,
You better be good to her...
raeanchiq penned her thoughts @ 8:10 PM
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