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I dun wanna go...
- Wednesday, August 17, 2005
5 more days before I leave..It just hit upon me that I am leaving really soon and the worst part is I dun wanna leave at all!Everyone keeps asking me if I am excited to go to vancouver.I mean I know I shud be excited and all but sadly I am not a teeny weeny bit excited about my trip.The thought of being out there alone really scares me.Fear and apprehension sum up wat I really feel about this whole exchange thing.I guess I'm just not courageous enough,not independent enough,and above all, not mature enough.I know I shud really be thankful that I am able to go on this trip..I truly am thankful to my parents and everyone else who have helped me with my preparations.I'm just a scaredy cat la..I just pray that God will continue to give me the strength and courage ;to trust that he will grant me a gd trip and will be by my side at all times.
raeanchiq penned her thoughts @ 10:59 AM
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