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- Sunday, January 15, 2006
What happened last Friday was a really bad end to my first week of school...The past few months of longing and hoping have come to a dead end. Although with the final realization that I might have developed real feelings for someone really dear to me, this realization cannot be further worked upon. All these years, I find that I can never have a good guy friend because the eventual ending is never happy as either I like the guy or the other way around and that meant the end of the friendship. But this recent episode really hit me quite badly. As he said, it was perhaps "bad luck and bad timing for the both of us", and now I just have to start coping with a new emotional baggage once again. I do miss him alot but I do hope I know where to go from here...
And one thing is for sure...Clubbing definitely does not help to make you feel better.I was at MOS yesterday and I was greatly disappointed. The music was real bad..think that place is over-rated man. The only good thing was that the place is huge and they have individual rooms for different genres of music. I like R&B music and dun mind Retro too..but both rooms were totally not up to standard.It just made everything worse...
I thought I smiled...guess it was a sad smile...one of the few photos I dun look that happy in...
 At MOS with my babes...
raeanchiq penned her thoughts @ 10:17 PM
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