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Seeing him again...
- Saturday, April 15, 2006
After my posting this morning on how my paths will always cross with the people I love, I saw Jon today..He was walking towards the library and I was walking away from the library..so it was a good thing that I saw him early so I could turn and walk the other way so to avoid any embarrassment..So he was studying on the 6th floor as well..but he didn't see me I think..or at least I tried not to let him see me..Yup but I guess he was my inspiration the whole day while I was in the library..although sadness crept over me when I saw that he was always chatting with this gal...Not sure if anything is going on though...But at least I saw him today la...I'm thankful for that..I really long for the day when I can muster the courage to go up and start a normal conversation with him...I hate running away from people...
Guess this is another depressing posting again...Gosh...Guess I always start to ponder about depressing issues when I am feeling stressed..As Lian has mentioned, I am like her most "hua chi" friend which I do admit I am..ha..I love the feeling of loving someone and being loved...but most of the time it just ends up with me loving someone who doesn't love me at all or rather doesn't love me anymore...
raeanchiq penned her thoughts @ 11:08 PM
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