At the airport...
    - Thursday, May 04, 2006

Today was damn hectic in the morning man..had to wake up early to go to Borders first to buy a nice postcard and since Borders had no envelopes so I had to rush to citylink mall to get a nice envelope and then rush to meet lisa inside cityhall mrt station at 11am!I was really glad I managed to reach the airport at 11.45am, long enough to talk to Jon a bit. He was really nice to me today, we had a normal conversation and took a normal photo!=)I am really glad we were finally able to face each other without feeling weird or anything like that.He also told me that Yik Ley was gonna fly down to New Jersey to visit him..so fun!I also wanna fly to US like now!!

Quite a number of his law friends were there, mostly girls though. And I concluded that none of them was his special gf or sth..haha..Apparently, he was taking the flight alone as his two other friends already left for the States two weeks back. So yeah, parting was really difficult and I really hated myself for not giving him a goodbye hug earlier when we were taking photos!Cos I waited till he walked to the departure gate thinking that he would give everyone a hug, but no!!!He just waved at everyone and went in!I nearly killed myself man..haha..Lisa could sense the huge disappointment I guess..Good thing I did not get too emotional la..so dun worry gf!I just passed him the card, and took a photo with my phone too!So I can put his photo as my wallpaper!haha...de weirdest thing I do man..

I really am missing him..and what makes me glad was that he told me that he'll see me soon la..specifically "I'll meet you when I get back ok"?Hopefully by then, I would be more or less over him, and the three of us(me, jon and yik) can go out together..

Actually realized that I took quite a few photos with Jon which is a good thing..I don't even think I took that many photos with Kevin man..hah..as Angel said, take pictures just to keep the memory and after that be ok!I'll keep trying...*cross fingers*..I definitely will treasure the memories of the times we spent together, both good and bad...but with time, I'll stop letting them affect me...I'll see u soon Jon...

raeanchiq penned her thoughts @ 11:41 PM