Just another posting....
    - Saturday, March 03, 2007

I'm currently blogging at Daniel's place...I am being super antisocial as the rest of his friends are either playing mahjong or blackjack..and since I don't like to gamble because I don't have much money and I always lose when I gamble,so I figured I should just use Dan's com and chat with whoever was online.And thank goodness Chris and Sel were there to save me from my boredom..haha...Thanks to the both of you for keeping me occupied...=)

I really think it is out of my character to try and mix with people whom I don't know very well...I just find it SO difficult to make small talk, to pretend I am enjoying myself when I actually am not...and it's just so obvious cos I can't lie for nuts..So if I am uncomfortable in a situation, everyone can sense that by just looking at my face.But I do know I have to try my best to get along with his friends since we will be hanging out together quite a lot next time.I really have to try to get out of my comfort zone and just talk to them a little bit more...

Still remember it took such a long time for me to get used to the people in Team B before I revealed my true personality...That's according to Chris..cos she still thinks I was another person when I was in Canada..ha...At first, I was quite reserved and kept my innermost feelings to myself..but it was only later that I started opening up much more and begin to regard them as my really good friends...=)
Guess that kind of scenario happened so many times before..so many of my good friends have told me before that they thought I was super dao when they first knew me..but after that, adjectives such as Bimbotic,Bitchy,Noisy have been used to describe me, and I guess quiet, reserved and antisocial never really comes up any more...=)

All I need now is just more time to open up to his friends....

raeanchiq penned her thoughts @ 12:44 AM